I don't know if you even miss me..
But seriously I miss you the same way I used to do
Just once I want to listen it from you..
The reality..your feelings..what you want..
But I think it is long gone now..
May be you have moved on..
And now even make fun of me with her..
But somewhere deep inside of me I still believe..that I matter for u..
May be somewhere you are even guilty..may be even u miss me..
But all these "may be" will always be an assumption..
Because I know that you don’t care anymore..
I seriously wish that kaash you never came in my life..
I would have been like this only then..
But now that my trust is broken I don’t know what to do..
Or whom to trust..and now I'm dead inside..
I wish someday I meet you and hit you hard and ask you all these questions..
So that at least there will be a room full of answers..
But I seriously wish the day I meet you ..you stand in front of me with your head hung down..
The things we imagined to do on our first meet..were never one of this kind…
But life always teaches u a lesson…
N I learnt that the best part of my life did the worst thing with me..
May be this was what life wanted me to learn..
But on a serious note..i feel empty inside..
As If there was never a you I have been always like this..EMPTY..
What u did is inacceptable..but as it is..i can never blame you for this..
I wish therewas a complaint room..so that I would have filed a serious complaint for you..
And you would have got serious punishment for it..
And even after all these I say..that unconventionally I still miss u..
