You fell in Love with who Could never grow up

I was working fine until I realized that my messages were not delivered to you. I logged into my deactivated facebook account just to see if I could reach you there, but that also didnot work, may be because of network disability due to strike in your city. Thinking of "no point of contact" made me feel uneasy as it has always did. I went crazy thinking of how I would be without you. It reminded me of the times of love when we couldnot stand a day without contacting each other and on recovering of the network issues how we used to tell each other that how badly one missed the other. It has always made me feel special that there was someone who could care enough for me, who could stay awake just to talk to me, who could listen to every single detail of my day which I used to tell, who never found anything useless I spoke, told or shared; who wondered when I go missing, who always loved me more than I could ever do. For All these signs of your love, I always adore you. I still love you same and even more than before. But do you know what made me cry today? The question if you still be missing me the same or not? will you still be waiting to text me when the network gets on air? would you still tell me if you missed me? Or do you even love me anymore? 

I would not have gone this crazy if youe have not told me "we were kids when we fell in love". This crushed my heart completely that I am still unable to gather all its pieces. I know time will pass, but my heart will stay like this for I could love only once. I loved you and gave myself to you. My heart is still that child with whom you fell in love and I am sorry if it didnot grow up to realize that love is meant to be for kids... I am crazy when it comes to love and if "giving up love" is what you call "growing up" then I am afraid that I may never grow up.