Even after 5 years of their breakup, this guy sits back at one of his, actually their favorite coffee shops and
wonders what happened?
You went away, its been a long time now, to show the
world, Yes I've moved on, but still your memories haunt
me, not just your OUR MEMORIES. Wasn't life perfect back
then? I still wish to be call your guy at times, what went
wrong? Don't you miss a thing, not a little thing what we
did, what we were and we were supposed to be.
YOU WENT, YOU WENT AWAY, YOU TOOK PIECES OF ME
WITH YOU AND LEFT ME WITH A BROKEN HEART, AND
YOUR MEMORIES.
I'm still busy to keep my heart fixed with tape and glue.
That kiss in the rain, those late night texts, those *A lot
can happen over coffee moments* at CCD, wishing on the
stars together, endless fights and then makin up for that,
forgiving each other for everything, making me feel like
the best person out there in your life, and what now?
Did you lost interest in me? We were happy right???
I had imagined everything together. You were the one i wanted
to grow old with. You left me here, unanswered , just
started ignoring me? How could you even think that i can
ever live without you. Even after a small fight with my mom or
when I used to get frustrated regarding my career or when dad
scolded me for coming home late, when friends betrayed
me, you were there. Where are you now? The time i need
you the most, your arms which were my safest place, my
fingers used to fill the gaps of your hands, I don't know where I was wrong?
Seeing other couples happy, loving each other, gives me
a little heartache. I wish it would have been us instead of
them. But that cannot be true. So here i sit, praying to
god, that he should keep you happy wherever you are,
may you find someone who completes you, keeps you a
lot more happier than i could, and i wish no one gets to
see a end like this because inside of me every bit hurts when i
think of you.
You created that hole in my chest which no one can fill, i
may feel whole with someone , but complete, that was
only with you. No else can do that for me. That part of me
you took it away & is gone, the rest is afraid, afraid of this big
mean world, where i needed to be with you, because with you
i would have been strong. I would have shown the world
my strength. We could have had it all, but girl you just
turned your back on me like I'm some unwanted change.
I lost you but more than that i lost myself to you, i lost
the happy old me. Now i wish i could give you my pain
for a while, not to hurt you but to make you understand
what I've been going through.
You will always be a part of my faded memories, but now
i choose to live life not for you, but for myself.
They say love hurts, but no loneliness hurts, rejection
hurts, ignorance hurts, the one loving you when leaves
you..... It hurts. Love makes you up, it doesn't hurt, it is the
best feeling i can ever be in. I would never regret the time
spent with because you give me memories that nobody else
can do. So, i smile and carry on with life because I know
what it means to be alive.
::::: PK ♥MâĎĎÝ :::::
