why you don't understand my love. Getting married

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I wanted to say you this today, whatever i did is to love you and not to give pain. I tried to get your attention so that you will love me but not someone else, Although that feeling for your first was always there in your heart. So you never want to accept me after i wanted you to propose you.I wanted you to marry me.
My love for you is not something which you can change or i can change but i am not some character who wanted to take the applaud for winning you..I just wanted you to be happy always. I never knew what was a boyfriend , Although now i know its a big relationship where a person get committed to someone.
Well simply i hated all your friend because they wanted to hide everything from me, Anyways if this is the way you love. My love for you was completely direct . You came to me told me that you have a boyfriend who just left you but i always thought if you can't be mine may be i can bring happiness in your sour relationship. But for you my love was a fun where you just wanted me to say april fool.
I was simply happy that well this love is mine lets ask her but i never thought you will love me because for you it was all test from your friends. I talk to people whoever i get either girl or boy because i have no friends. I wanted to make more friends in life. For you the love is you should not talk to anyone. if you talk to a boy you describe me as a gay and if i talk to a girl you will describe me as flaunter . if your friend tell me a gay , i just made myself gay may be that way you will love me.
I wanted to quit the job so that i forget you but then i thought its wrong to quit this for someone who took my love as a fun. If you loved me really why you didn't come and asked me if you want to marry me..I tried but everytime you failed me.
If i call you for the propose , you just refuse it. if you say something to me , you want me to just be happy and take it.
My love is like a sacrifice and not something which you will understand. I want you to love someone who you can understand . I want to break my relationship with you, if i continue it will never work for me as well as you.
I believe love at first sight not someone who keep on making you fool to love you, Although she understands all.

Please take the break and I am not someone who loves you anymore now . My feeling for you is not something which you will understand and i will never understand you.

I will be happy if you will find someone else for yourself instead giving tears to you and making my life miserable . I just felt dev was a fictional and i cannot be dev but yeah i like studying and i will keep studying because that you cannot take from me. I have my parents who love me more than you , you cannot take them from me. I don't want your friends because they are not friends but they are something i never want...

I don't like alcohol but i thought to drink because for me your love was cool. I tried but then i felt , no i am not someone who loves drink. I am always who never liked drinking . I never liked smokers too....
Anyways to you please never try to check me, please find someone else and also yeah i am engaged now with someone of my type who will respect me and my kind of love .....I am getting married with someone. My dad fixed it.

To this i end and writerbabu is not what i came for. I want to be happy with my dad and my mom . I knew its better this way and btw i dont want to say you anything its your decision. Don't send girls and friends of yours to check me . I have been observing you did that when i joined my new classes as well as when i go for my work where you send girls to see me whether i see at them.
You know what i thought love is simple but you made it complex

:- Ending my relationship take care and find someone. I love what i am and i will never change for someone