Writing is like talking to oneself. Earlier i used to think what will i write, I don't have that much thoughts and how will I write. But since few days I have realized that its very simple. All i do now is start writing and flow with the flow. I keep on drifting along with my thoughts. The language doesn't matter, and it doesn't matter what will be the content of the piece of writing that m writing currently. I feel free and when i write something nice it gives a great sense of achievement. I really don't write for anyone to read it, I write just for writing. Earlier I used to write with a sense and a need of expression, but now i don't even feel that need of expression. It more like a habit and a way to relax and spend some quality time with myself. I observe my thoughts, how they flow and just flow. Some times I think if an imaginary world with imaginary setup of people and sometimes I walk through my past and observe how it was like to be there in that time, what was my reaction and what led that event happen, I realize so many things which I never ever had chance to observe. Sometimes a sense of loss or disappointment dominate my mind and I feel sad, i write down what did went wrong and why and in the end i realize some things which relieves my soul. Sometimes m happy and m greatful, I celebrate that happiness and make an impression of that time preserved as a piece of writing. Sometimes I just go through all that I have written till now and feel myself being there in the moment when i was writing it. Its good. Its my diary.
extract from my personal diary.
