You say you want to love me
But you don't know how.
That's bull shit 'cause you used to.
But where are you now?
Nowhere to be found,
That's certainly true.
Even though its not like
I am looking for you.
You'd be way too hard to find.
Because you're sneaky. You have your ways.
In the end it doesn't matter to me.
I haven't thought about you in days.
Until now, that is. This weak moment.
Where you're all that's on my mind.
I try to make you leave but I can't.
A solution is what I can't find.
One for all of my problems now.
The first one being you.
Once you're off the list, no more worries.
The other problems are nothing new.
But you were completely. That's why in the end
I ended up falling so hard.
You're something I wasn't used to at all
But I ended up the same way: scarred.
Scarred and scared, because I lost you.
And that was my biggest fear.
So I guess now I have to be fearless.
Because I can't lose you if you're not here.
