A flash of thought had chased my mind
The moment I left the womb,
The world is not good enough,
It won’t let me live.
Why in the name of god do I live today,
What if I die tomorrow...
I screamed and cried,
And begged I, for the first drop of milk.
She kissed my forehead and fed me milk,
And a bolt of thought hit my head again.
She’s happy with me and I love her too,
I wish,
May her happiness never turn to sorrow.
But what...
What if I die tomorrow...
Entered I, the teenager life
Enjoyed the days and dwelled in the hearts.
A fear of thought caught my mind,
Throwing aside the merry moments.
‘bout the people who love me the most,
They don’t wanna lose me, neither do I,
Then what do I do in the strife of this life…
To live in this world,
It would be someone’s age, I would borrow,
So I stop asking myself,
What if I die tomorrow...
The growing age taught me,
The subject of life,
To survive the world’s unending strife.
My life is not mine, but I survive for others.
The world asks me to do something for it,
Leaving away all the fears.
The condition of the world,
Just left me broken into tears.
Spoiled my life, I
By the thought of dying tomorrow.
I will change my life,
And live for others,
Daily telling to myself,
I think today will be a good day,
Then,
What if I live today...
