The lights r off
I am on my bed and wonder what the hell I'm doing here
Can I wake up from this dream?
Can I please just disappear?
I lay in bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here.
I do so much for everyone
Why don't they show they care?
You could say others have had it worse than me,
but until you take a few steps in the worn out path of my misery,
then can you understand
my mystery.
I am so lost,
In the place I know so well?
I am so broken
Surrounded by so many!!!
Yet am lonely and unhappy
Look into my eyes
There you will see everything
Everything I hold inside
There you will see me
There you will see
See the hurt not happiness
See the hate not love
In my eyes I will seem distant
Then what am to the world..
Hold my hand..
Who will that be....
To guide me and take me out of this path....
I hope when I wake up..
The dreams over...
And so am I ....