When you don't write your philosophical and weird thoughts somewhere. Then you do something and maybe thats what i do too.
I let the people down whom i love.
Do you know what it's like to sit and just watch the person whom you love, love somebody else?
This is hell, just telling you, this is Eternal torture.
I just want someone to be fit and the one who doesn't look at other people's false words. I want among the people's heartless one who can be like me. Where is he? The man that will be important, who is still alive. Did you find him? Anyone who is courageous among the crowd but seems gloomy and forbidding in appearance. I'm not a saint and therefore not even worthy of praise and tears but is among tens of thousands of "men" is there no one having the same dream? The dream to live peacefully quiet like in the book and without fear of betrayal and lies. By giving and receiving a piece of a loving heart. I'll wait. Dozens of years. Maybe forever. Until the sea shows its anguish. Leaving behind his carelessness, I believe: I will be saved as soon as you come.
He asked: Is music a force that can change a person? What do you think? Indeed, i listen to them sometimes but my insides is inverted.
Of course it is- i nodded. That's inside of us where something happens like a chemical reaction as if the boundaries of the world are parted. It happens rarely but its the same. Its like Love.
Fear always attracts exactly what you're afraid of and if you're not afraid of anything, you become invisible. The best disguise is this indifference.
Your dear as a monster?
In my heart lies the evil. I hurt everyone I love. I am the owner of myself. I'm always wrong and I forget what it used to be like before. I do things knowing that it was wrong but that's what who i am. I'm stubborn and selfish. I take what I want, even if i do not deserve it. I will break down your walls, brick by brick, and then I will tear the soul out of your chest. I don't know what to fight for. I am a bastard with a cold heart.
"You're not afraid to die, you're afraid to live" - yes, we are afraid to live. We are afraid to love and to express our love. We are afraid to make a mistake and hence we don't do anything. We are afraid of change, afraid to take risks, afraid of our ownself and afraid of others. Where there is fear, there is no love and thus our life goes on. Maybe it's time to start living?
We need Management lessons here!
I want to start each day with you, with your smile, with your voice, with your arms. you're my very Good morning!
Taste of Life depends upon the taste of Living.
Think Protons!
