The sun wishes everyday,
see the streets moan over monotony;
I never would want to walk like this,
I stoop low for there's no end to pray!
Is there no end to the grief i posses,
Isn't there any medication,
for i only walk in real, astray;
and run in my dreams! At will!
i could not comprehend, the forceful walk,
along the streets i wish to conquer,
I'm glad it is getting a kick-start, roughened;
but how long would the patience wait?
I'm standing on this ledge, wondering my fall;
There's a small wish to start, no more brawls,
Something i never wanna know, there had to be a start,
everything set and ready, waiting for it to start!
The loneliness gathers me mammoth losses;
The reveries dodge me off night sleeps,
The wishes surrounding, pushing confidence in,
The lone light gathers far, suffocated is my soul,
human would be a paradise for my desires.
I still do not see the reason for the wait,
perhaps the start isn't quite ready, or ain't i?
I want all these moaning to end, not a farewell this;
put in a coffin, played through a fake paradise!
I'm not an individual fighting for my dream,
i want it to happen, so i cry all day, every second mutely scream;
I feel i'm ready to greet with hospitality it all needs, just a knock on my door,
that is all, i wait all day long for my dream, humongous though, own equal right!
Covering up all words that i could dare,
masking all emotions that i do not deserve,
Walking as given in the brochure of life;
smiling like an obligation of togetherness!!
With no one having to share my soul with,
with no one friend to understand my steps towards paradise,
I get crying all along,
While i want an end to all this,
I surely am waiting for the start to start after this end!!
