This is not story, this was not a game , this was a love which you made a war. You played with me in every situation i was dealing but don't you worry because sometimes the weakness and the pain explains the complete world. I know i am left alone after all this but that will not stop me from achieving my goals. Just because you went in pain it was deterioriation and embarasement. Have you ever thought what i dealt with. After that also you never thought to console me once. thats not a big deal for you because for you , you enjoy playing with the heart...(isn't that your hobby )
You call yourself that you are not hitch but probably what i think you are hitch. I will achieve my goal . I will write here everyday . I will improve my english . I will improve my knowledge. If i loose something during this that does not mean that i was looser but i worked hard in every situation. I came there to marry you at times when i died and when i thought for me love was everything. But now this love has no meaning for me. I will learn boxing, i will do mba, i will work hard, i will do swimming , i will make friends..
I know one thing that one fine day i will see you rich and i want to see you and (disappear - lovely word ) was a nice label which you put on me after all this ...
I will start writing my books and i will improve my vocabulary . I have to buy one scooty because i have to do lot of things in life.If i loose i will think that it was not your mistake because i was so weak to leave everyone just for you.....Yes friends will make your life...your brother will make your life...your friends will help you but i will fight everyday everysecond with myself with this horendous and cruel world for whom the money matters not the love...simple love...
