Undone

I feel sorry for myself for what I have become:
I am harsh, mean and blunt
My heart is replaced by a stone
that does not care about anyone
every feeling is dead
either it is of joy or that of grief!

My mind was already lost, now
it's the turn of heart!
I have lost a sense of love and hatred!
It's just an empty head now that bumps and aches.
That's all for now,
I feel better to throw the things out
which act as a garbage in my mind!

Solution cannot be fast.