Hey MJ. I do not know who you are, nor do I want to know. Just that while I was going through this diaries section, I got to know about your situation. I know how much it hurts to see the one you love getting married to someone else; I know this sadness is bound to occur. I am sorry to speak it out this way, making it public, but there ain't any other option. I don't know your real name, so I obviously won't be able to contact you personally. But your agony forces me to write for you, to help you.
CALM DOWN FOR A WHILE. Relax, breathe deep. Now think, "Is he really worthy of love?"
People in love generally think their partner is pure, gently, and good, and equally in love with you. But is that so, love is something which needs to be expressed, and I READ you crying over it daily that ne never pays attention to you that much, though he cares.. Does he really care? If he really did, why wouldn't he confront his family or peer pressure or whatever pressure he has which forces him to get married to someone else? And the way he says he would not let anything change post marriage, he is NOT being mature, MJ! He seems uunaffected by everything. Does he realise that post marriage, he would be destroying three lives together if he doesn't let things change? And if he lets go of changes, it would prove he doesn't care about you..
But since you say you're in love, don't you feel he should have resisted the idea of getting married.
Seriously MJ. Don't complicate things with a person inconsiderate about your emotions. Don't let things go against the sacredness of marriage. Think about that girl who is to tie the knot with him. Being a girl, don't you feel her pain? Don't let her suffer. Tell her the truth. I know I might sound impossible, and you might find it dificult, but there are two ways, either forget him; or destroy the marriage, that too if you're sure he 'actually' loves you. You know better.
Hope it clears your doubts.
Love,
Anonymous
P.S.: I am a girl :P
