After i met her ..my life was truly changed as if I found my true friend ..i never had many friends in my life ..i was dumped by people ..i was hated by everyone ..i don't know why because i have a similar disease like cancer or i am just a ominous man ..haha
yeah..i think so ..i cared for many people ..but no one cared for me ...maybe i was just not born to be cared ...i had many encounters with deaths but somehow ..i was always saved ...sometime i think i should have died earlier because i am unable to bare this anymore ...
i think i have super powers ..i feel it sometimes though..
because i predict every bad cause and it happens most of the time
my friends hate me because of this they don't wanna be near me and about the disease because of that they will never let me come near them ..
i am alone ..and always will be ..i thought so ..bt..
until i met her ..we were in same school but never talked to each other and we didn't even glanced at each other ..the most fun part was that she didn't even knew my name ..but we met ...maybe it was my fate ..
She is much the same as me ..the only difference i see is just that she is non-veggie and i am veggie ..but everything else is truly kindred to me ...
If i wanted to express her in one word ..she was just a CLONE of me .
It was an unexpected meeting of us ...we talked with each other first time in facebook and then we never happened to know that how we became best friends and caring for each other ..i was so much happy to have a friend like her ..we shared same hobbies ..same thinking ...to much similarities ..but i feared .....
I fear of losing her ..because my past records just won't allow me to have a friend ..and even a friend like her.
I still care about her and always will ..she was like my daily schedule now ..i just won't resist if i don't talk to her once in a day ..if she don't comes someday ..i feel lonely all along ...she is the only one with whom i share everything ...with whom i feel better ...who encourages me every time...i just cried one day a lot ...because i never deserved such a friend ...such a caring best friend ...because i know someday a situation might come when i will lose her ..and i am afraid of that day ..i am afraid of the day when i will be alone again ..
She is the most divine and appealing person to me ..like me even she shares everything with me ..but i don't force anybody..and i don't know if she hides anything from me but whatever she says to me ..i can feel the trust of her towards me and vice versa for me .
I am just grateful to have such a friend with me and I hope that we won't have betrayals between us ..and we will continue to share our happiness and sadness with each other ..but you are very stubborn
and so you don't share your sad things with me ..but i just predict it !
This post visibility will be anonymous because i don't want anybody other than her to understand the true meaning of this post ...
i am just thankful to you and i am really sorry for every mistakes i have done
I hope 4-5 days gap between us ...just don't make us strangers again
because my mind and heart will be to stubborn to forget you
because to have you in my life now is a greatest blessing to me but when i lose you it will be the tremendous formidable curse i will get ...
I just don't want to lose you ...there is much to write ..but i think this much is enough ..THANK YOU AND SORRY !
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