Ever wondered whenever going through a rough patch in life, the most consoling words you get to listen from those who care for you are- Don't Worry...just give time to the situation , everything will be fine..!!!!
Does time really heals anything..!!! or we just gradually develop a habit of dealing with the circumstances with the passage of time...
I had never thought of loving someone so deeply in my life... To me love was something which was only suited to movies and romantic novels... I had never thought of liking someone to this extent and in return the reward I get is - assurity of not having that one person for the rest of your life..!!! Not even as friend. Obviously I cant be friends with him... how can I... if we both feel so strongly for each other.
Wait.. whats the problem if we both feel so strongly for each other? whats the issue?
The issue is - I am already committed to someone. Yes .. the love triangles I used to see in movies and hear in stories..thats actually occuring in my life..!!! and No its no fun.. It feels that with each passing day i am dying. I cant leave the one who is madly in love with me... He truely is an angle who tries to do every possible thing to keep me happy. For him I am the only priority. On the other hand.. I feel whats the use of living if I can't be with the person whom I love more than myself.. We get the lifetime only for once... Shouldn't we try and spend it the way we want to... With the one we want to.. But leaving someone whose world revolves around you - wouldn't that be selfishness. How can I do this to him...
And how can I do this to myself,. How will I be able to keep him happy if I am not happy inside. For how long I will be able to fake it..!!! Obviously I am not the only person in the world stuck in a situation like this, There are many people in this world who spend their lives living for someone else. I can manage to do the same as well. All i would need is TIME..!!! Its been 4 months that I am sticking to my decision of moving on.. ignoring everything that happened and continuing the way I was before meeting HIM.
I hope someday I will be able to forget about you..the things we went through.. all the time that we spent together... I will be able to forget it all.. One day your name would be vaguely remembered, your thoughts would fade... May be I will settle down with someone else but YOU... but I guess that day as well My love for you will still be the same/.... So here I am silently walking away from all the memories... from all the happiness that lied in you....... from all the dreams I believed to be true..... !!!!
Happiness will surely be a part of our lives... But nothing like the one we had when we were together..!!!!!!!!!!!! Time will indeed replace your memory from my thoughts and mine from yours...and that day would be the day I will actually end up MOVING ON...!!!!
