my heart is bleeding, i m numb to pain
your hatred has soaked me, i m burning in rain
my soul screams in agony, calling for ur soothing arms
i try to calm it by memories of ur loving gestures and charms
i want to run back to u, to never hurt u again
but u are nt happy wth me, i shall be tryng in vain
i ignore ur calls, and pretend to b strong
being wthout u anyways feels absolutely wrong
i m not angry, and it kills to b all alone
my smile is gone, and feelngs hv turned to stone
i wish i could be a more caring and bttr undrstndng wife
u are precious, u are valued, u are the luv f my life
keeping this distnc is exhausting, i am too tired to write,
just knw jaanu tht my luv for u is pure, deep and infinite..
7th november...the date has something in it...