oo!! it's Sunday", just a perfect day!! :) I was sitting by my window pane with my coffee mug and ma sweet little teddy bear, my view stuck at the group of birds, chirping and dancing in the rain. "So beautiful","so happy", "so free"...
Rewinding my life days, thought of all the good n bad things that passed by, pre-primary I entered crying, primary a small little cute smile, in secondary the smile had broadened, finally passed SSC, I terribly miss my school days- the laughs we friends had together, the sharing of snacks and lunch boxes, passing note books under the table to friends to escape them from the remark or parents call, playing all the possible games: kho-kho, landgi, sankli, hide n seek etc etc etc...Ahh!! all vanished by....
Now it's the turn of the the college: awesome feelings, new friends, new groups, new surroundings, a whole new world!! But awesome way it too passed by, even though last minute preparations before viva, test, overnight scholars work before exams...Not bad I passed with Distinction!!!! 73% Extremely happy!!! :)
Now working in a company as "Operations Manager" and completing my FYMBA,
had a completely different thought: in all the fun n fair of life I actually forgot I may die tomorrow!! :(
It actually bought a tear to my eyes with the only a feeling that i might die tomorrow, ah I never want to leave my family n friends, my surroundings, my colleagues, infact nothing I want to live more, what have I seen in this beautiful world as yet???
But life n death are a fact of life, that's what my dad had explained to me when my grandpa passed away!! So I had to die one day, but what If I were to die tomorrow?????????
The very first work of I thought was to let's begin "thanking everyone" who has made me who I am today!!! Thanks mom n dad, thank you my friends who were always there by my side n who left as pathway's changed, thank you "god", nothing without you n everything because of you and for you...., my teachers, professors, everyone, every, everyone!!! a VERY BIG THANK YOU!!!
I thought what next??
It has always been my dream, passion, aim whatever you say but to help the community or the environment at large.. poverty, hunger, misery, corruption, fights, riots etc always want to put an end to all of this.
Before I die I want to take a step to bring an end to all these problems, if I do not have a meal for a day, how would I feel? same way how do the poor people who face this problem everyday feel..
I always wanted to become a "Social Entrepreneur", I am not sure whether my act would succeed but I surely want to take a lead, because If Gandhiji would have not taken the lead, we would not have been independent today!!!
If I die tomorrow, I would walk upto the person I love the most and open up my heart to him..."wish him all the happiness and success..
I would also "apologize" to everyone whom ever I have hurt in past way..
I would like to meet "Salman Khan" my favourite actor.
Jo mein kal mar jau tou shyad kisiko itna asar na hoga,
bas tanhai royegi mera humsafar chala gaya!!!
kal marna hai tou aakhiri khwaish bhi hogi:
aur vo akhiri khwaish "ussse gale lagakar zaar-zaar rona hogi"......
meri khamoshi ko vo samajh na paya, shyad hai k aasoun ko samajh le...
hum tou chale jayenge, hamari yaadein reh jayengi,
tumhare paas tanha raaten reh jayengi,
thukra tou skte ho haskar mohabbat meri,
par aasun tumhare hamari baaten reh jayengi,
tumhari aankhon se girti barsaten reh jayengi,
hum tou chale jayenge hamari yaaden reh jayengi.....
