The Wound caused by physical injury can heal easily.Body has got a unique ability given byThe Almighty.The wounds get healed and only a scar remains to tell vague stories of the past.
But when wound is inflicted on the soul,years and whole life passes by but there is no relief from pain .Individual bleeds from the soul.The scars resulting from it are as painful as the fresh wounds itself.Healing never occurs how much you try.NO medicines ,No injection are helpful.........not even morphine.
Wounded by my loved one,I am feeling that pain and the wound is so deep that it can never heal till my death.The moment I get near those memories ,those scars of the soul start bleeding.I think the wounds inflicted by dear ones are more painful .Whatever I try to Forget ,they haunt me more and more.These trials are fruitless and i feel that I am going more and more into it,as if I am trapped in a swamp and the more I try to get out ,the more I sink.I talk to myself when I am with me.I try to search the fault.I try to give way to new emotions,I try to find Solace in world but then I find nothing just same scar bleeding my soul to death.They come out of my eyes as tears .I don't let anyone know about it, just make an excuse of dust in the eye or I tell them that I had a bad dream.I don't let them know that this was a bad dream of my life which I have seen with my wakeful eyes, getting hurt deadly in front of my beloved and injured by him.Me just remaining there ,not saying a word thinking it might hurt him too.So I kept mum and he kept deepening the wound in my soul until I lost hope in love.I lost the hope of being happy again.I lost him.I found loneliness ,my dearest friend now.I got into a relationship with lonelines and a masochistic relationship with the scar itself.As I said ,the scar had always been painful but I still love this scar on my soul at least I can spend some time to be with my beloved even after he is away from me.Then I find a paper as my soul mate and pour all my feelings ,all my emotions and desires and there is no complain from its side.I enjoy her company but you see, even in her company I am thinking of the scar of my soul and the one who gave me that.
