"Dear heart, stop feeling for her. Dear Brain, Stop thinking about her!" The voice says! But then I cant. How I can I ? First love! Always the best. More of all, a boy like me, who never believed in love, falling for someone!
Strange! I know, very well know, she can never be mine. But still my heart feels for her. Why? Can't stop this, nor I can forget her, nor I can treat him as a friend. No .. I cant. Then what shall I do? I am in great dilemma. Not interested in doing anything. Neither in college, nor in studies, nor anything. When I close my eyes, all I can see is only her.. All I want is only her. All my heart needs is only her & only her alone!! All the time, my mind is thinking of her . Only her. No one can replace this special place, this heart, this love! In fact, she is the only one whom I trust so much, equally to my parents! Yes, I trust her a lot!!
"The pain in life, is not being alone and having a desire to b loved. But its when you realize you have fallen in love with someone who can never b yours!! "" When you yourself refuse to accept that its yours!"
My every beat, is bringing her more near! Every time, I speak with her, I will be the happiest person on this Earth. More I see her , the more I speak with her , the more I fall deeply in love with her.
Well.. SHe is someone, someone special to me, the only one with whom I share everything. I want to love her, in every way I could. An innocent kid, I have ever known.
I want to live with her, stay in his heart for ever & ever. Every morning, she should be the first one whom I see. And every night, she has to fall asleep in my arms, as I make him sleep. I want to love her, take care of her, like how a mother does for her child. I want to fight with her, quarrel with her. I want to take her, in my arms, hug him. I want to live with this stubborn kid! But then, fate! My bad luck. I know I can't but still this stupid heart dreams of him. Seriously, someone said it right. "Brain is enough, heart is making things complicated."
though, its will be just a dream come true to me, if this happen..:)
hope so somewhere,some time my love story also gets complete:)
