I woke up early today. Maybe that was the wrong word to be used. I hardly got any sleep the previous night.This has become my routine now. I was lost in thoughts, thoughts about him. My life was a simple one before. But it wasn't the same anymore. It was complicated!
I was once a happy go lucky girl before. But now, I thought a lot before taking any decision. Life's simplistic joys were hard to find or may be I didn't take the pain to find them. I was already in pain, pain that was hard to bear. I wished I wasn't alive. I had know hope in my life. But I don't why I always looked to make a fresh start every single day.
I got up from my bed and walked up to the window and opened it. The fresh air brought some freshness with it. I checked my cellphone, not a single call not a single text message. Well, who bothers to ask about me. My drifted back in time- the happy times, the pleasant times when every morning brought with it a promise to make it a better day. When every morning a "Good morning sweetheart" message awaited me.
As I smiled thinking about those old times, my mother's call brought me back to the present time. The reality was harsh, but I had to face it anyway. I'd journeyed this far and I couldn't stop. I wasn't the one who would give up anything easily. A fighter- that's what my friends used to call me. Putting all my thoughts aside, I went to my mother- she was the only person who cared about me. But why was my life so miserable?
The journey of my life begins........
(This is just part one. More to follow. Keep reading, keep smiling!)
