Although I have never believed in Valentine’s Day and Love but sometimes you may suffer from LOVARIA and have weird and creepy feelings….exactly as others feel and I too had those feelings that’s why you are reading this essay ;P
I was in love with her, or ATTRACTION, in her opinion. I am still trying to find an answer to the question,” why I fell for her in the 1st place?” There are girls prettier than her but she is different (although she is no Maggie Sauce ;p).
For me it’s tough to describe her charms, as I am thinking about her, my mind is becoming numb and my lobes are at a loss of words to describe something so BEAUTIFUL (but I will not bedizen it.)
When I first saw her she looked like a normal girl but later on I realized that she has her own charms, like SIMPLICITY, and people say “SIMPLICITY IS DIVINE”. In the words of Minna Antrim,” A beautiful woman delights the eye; a wise woman, the understanding; a pure one, THE SOUL.”
I never noticed her dressing, hair styles, makeup, NOTHING but her EYES (If I hadn’t noticed them!!! It could’ve saved me from a lot of over thinking and troubles…..). Her eyes are an extreme delight. Her eyes are MESMERIZING, they casted a magical spell on me, unintentionally, the day I saw them and I am still trying hard to break that spell. Later on as time passed I noticed that her eyes are garrulous!! Believe me, I am not lying. They have a special gesture to express things. Many times she doesn’t even need words, her eyes tell everything.
When I expressed my feelings to her, in my heart I was hoping that she felt the same about me but she said it was better for us to remain friends. I am glad she denied, may be, a part of my mind wanted to hear the same. Gradually I accepted that answer because if I have a right to choose or like someone, she too have the same right. She is happily engaged right now and I am happy for her. As they say,” The future is scary. But (again but) you can’t just run back to the past because it’s familiar. Yes it’s tempting…… but it’s a MISTAKE (A beautiful mistake). Someday I would like to meet her to know the answer of the question stated in the beginning and tell her,”CIAO (Italian)….VOUS AVEZ DE BEAUX YEUX (French).
PS: I would like to mention some famous quotes
1) If you love someone just let them go, if they belong to you they will come back and if don't they never belonged to you.
2)Your love is one in a million,
You couldn't buy it at any price,
But of the 9.99999 hundred thousand other loves,
Statistically some of them would be equally nice.
3) I always forget three things THE NAMES, FACES AND THIRD THING I DON'T REMEMBER (and that is the reason I don't know who said all these.)
