"Why this???"?....
Just think of "What if..." and you will have your answer...
believe me, i kept on lamenting on why this and why not that or that and that...
... i was walking at that time and walking with the speed so as the passerbys couldnot determine the shine in my eyes and the water may not seem to be flowing as a stream and the redness of the almond shaped eyes may not be dominated...
i was walking in the hall but i was not in that hall...
i was struggling with my tears arriving from the place where i had been... and taking me to the place where i recokoned i should have been by now... then... with the flow of the river, something strucked my thoughts as if some hurdle would have encountered during the heavy flow and the obstacle so resistive that couldnot be ignored...
it was the idea that occured to be a barrier to the river flow... it was the idea of "what if?"
it was the question that what if this could have not happened or that could have happened what i wanted and towards what my efforts were directed...
and here the shine of the wet eyes enhanced but the shine was not making the way vague... rather it was the ray of positive approach... making me clear of all the confusions, answering my bewildered questions, differentiating the amalgam of my thoughts...
if the circumstances had not been shaped that way then,,, i maight have remained unconscious of many realities,
i might have been unable to learn the differences of right and wrong,
i might have been a typical type person,
i might not have been able to bear the harsh truths,
i might not have learnt the importance of truths,
i might not have learnt to feel others's feelings,
i might not have learnt to look into the matters,
i might not have learnt to develop the vast circle of thinking,
i might not have learnt the value of peace,
i might not have learnt the danger of misunderstandings,
i might never have learnt when to feel sorry and when to pay gratitude,
i might never have learnt to feel guilty,
i might never have learnt a man's nature,
i might never have learnt to CONCEIVE POSITIVE FROM EVERY NEGATIVE,
i might never have learnt the meanings of hope and determination,
i might never have known the function of conscience,
i might never have learnt how to react any possuble situation,
i might never have learnt to fight the feeling of FEAR,
i might never have been loved,
i might never have known how to value a small moment of happiness,
in all, i might never have found the purpose of my incarnation,
i might never even have been able to think in real essence,
I MIGHT NEVER have learnt the ART OF LIVING!!!
i am thankful to what i have,
but that doesnot mean an end to improvement,
i am just thanful for the obstacle for changing the direction of the flow to the source of light...
i am thankful to my creator for giving me what urged me to think...
i am thanful to Him for bringing me the means of satisfaction... for taking me into the light of optimism...
my moments of happiness enhanced the day i learnt to be THANKFUL!!!
