She stared at me when I started conversation about him again.. She asked," Are you like him more than your parents?" Well, I had no answer for her question at that time.. Because I know that I love my Dad more than anything in this World.. But if I told this thing to her.., she began shouted at me then why I’m getting so involved in him... She said," You’ve to forget him now!" I said I can't"., she said,” Why u r playing with yourself?" I said," I love to play with me like this.., I love to talk about him.., I love to think about him.., I love to see the moon in the sky throughout the whole night while talking with him.. I love him and I always will…" suddenly she stared at me again with amazed eyes.., But I remained silent.., But i really didn't know that why he became a part of me.., In just a few months.., He became the person who i really didn't want to loose at any rate... but.., But might be he didn't make for me.. And he went...
Anyways..,, I realized that I can live without him.. But it took a long time to understand this..,
Now., After a long time.., I Talked about him.., and my friend thinks that m still can't live without him.., she was right may be or may be not..,
i think m determined now.., that I’ll work hard and after sometime, I’ll show him. What I'm without him…
I don’t know why I still want him back.. And I’m still waiting for him…
