What is this? It's so bad,
Nowhere to go, nothing, it makes me sad.
Empty rooms, broken glasses, darkness surrounds,
The hollowness in the room knows no bounds.
Pals, mates, life for the love forever,
All seem closed chapters, that's how pain has hurt.
Promises, smiles, were those fake ones?
I wish I could tear my heart out, and let them know what I feel once.
The gaze is lost, I am lost too, how to find myself?
Ecstasy is a dream now, I fake smiles to convince myself.
I find a complete stranger in me, see what affection has done to me.
Wings of hope, love, friendship are lost, no one would come to me.
Out of my senses, I fly, affliction still on my side,
The so-called closed friends are gone, now alone this bird will glide.
