So screwed up...

I dont know what the fish is wrong with me
Why do I hide behind a shadow of myself
Why do I have to be a cynical bitch
Why do I need a friend of the month

I dont know why am I so screwed up
Why am I so stupid yet sensitive
Why am I so selfish yet self-destructive
Why am I so confused yet sure of you

I dont know what I did wrong
Was it trusting way too fast
Or was it the day that still lasts
Is it the horror you still cast