Smell of apathy

Snatching my soul,
Tearing it down.
Burning it full,
With a loud sound.
Immersion of ashes,
Leap of faith.
None to mock now,
None to feign smile.
A miserable journey,
Travelling on own.
God embraced me,
People had me thrown.
A sick ending,
A real tale.
A passion hindered,
Life made hell.