I didn't know it was love. I never thought I'd fall in love. I was in 11th grade and I remember walking into class scared out of my mind because I didn't know anybody, so I just sat there looking around and then I saw the door open and he walked in. I remember thinking he was the cutest guy I'd ever seen. Tall, long brown hair, goatee, manly looking. I was 11 so the feeling was new to me. At the moment I didn't think it was love, I just thought it was a kid crush,an attraction.
August 20th 2008
I understood what true love meant.Rather when I confessed to my parents the feeling I felt,they hammered their version of true love.That day I stopped thinking of him.Rather I felt ashamed of who I was.........
October 26th 2008
I confessed my feelings to him.I was afraid of his opinion but yet I knew if he did not know my feelings I would have regretted my decision my entire life.
October 28th 2008
He too confesses his attraction and love for me.We share a kiss passionately and start dating in private.......... afraid for who we were.
November 28th 2014
Our One month anniversary-
I held his hand gently in mine knowing that although it was wrong,it felt so right.I snuggled against his chest feeling protected and safe against all the cruelties of the world while his strong manly hands nestled me.I knew that I could not change who I was but I was what my mother had given birth to........ a homosexual.
Feburary 23rd 2009
On an unsuspecting morning I lay idle waiting for a phone call from my love.The phone rang,I answered.What followed next was a bombshell.The government had banned all LGBT rights!Angry and confused I planned to meet him at a park and there started our quest for our rights.My parents were ashamed of me and kicked me out of the house.I was confused as to how my sexuality made people judge me and hate me so much.But no matter how much I explained to everyone everyone seemed to think of me as a disgrace.My sexuality had got the better of me.They think that I am not capable of love.It is said that god has made a single soulmate for everyone.What if Mine is someone of the same gender?Does that make it worse?I think/hope not.
