While I was browsing Facebook(The most touted technological invention of the 21st century) I came through a video on why we should remain isolated so as to remain connected. Such an Irony isn't it?
You get hold of the most radical opposite things on the most unexpected places.Well it was quite a good watch. I agreed with the presenter on all the points.
I consider myself a recluse. I block people from my life. I do not like to share myself with anyone and for this reason people generally find me arrogant. Aah, well I don't care then. I find it difficult to make personal relation or maintain them (if by some miracle I make them!). I know it is bad but some even contacting my parents and siblings itself is too hard on me. That kind of try and attach me to the world whereas I like to break free. I hate people who try to make small talk. It is just so much of a waste of a time.
I like spending time alone and reading. I like to read random things, things which are totally unrelated and abstract. Things which at times do not make sense at all.
I have a very exclusive circle of people who I like and talk to.
But I am not a jerk neither am I anti-social.(though at times I wish this was socially acceptable to be anti-social!, aah irony again!). I smile back one some one sees me and do the same,but I like to keep it till there.
I like to think. I sit alone for hours in one place and think. I think about everything and anything. I think about world, politics,poverty,religion and just about anything that remotely interest me. Sometime it gets so intense and deep that I start crying or speaking out loud unconsciously. My friends rather acquaintances think I am kind of freak but I can't help it. It's just who I am.
I am a recluse! And at times I just love to be so.
