..... Please block me'
it was how my last message, to my First CRUsh, ended..
Its been long since I met/saw her, but even now her thoughts still holds a room of my Heart, but today evening I decided to get it vaccant. No, not because I have got a new occupant for it, but because at times the cost of holding this thoughts within the prescribed boundaries is much more than I can afford...
She uploaded a few of her recent pics on FB, which empowered her thoughts and just like past once again they broke out, and My heart could say nothing but 'No, Not Again'
But from the previous expriences, the security level of my brain was adequeadtly increased to keep them away... At this point I decide to end it forever and thereby typed a message and even clicked the button SEND..
"Hey,
hope u recognised me..
just wanted to confess , that u were the first CRUSH of my life... Just dont know, when the attraction started....
I knew and accepted the fact, that I'm not a guy with a very Impressive personality and so never approched u in this context..., AND, yes, It was I who wrote my mobile no. on the back cover of the book, I lended you, intentionally...
a very obvious question that will come to u is 'Why am I, saying this things to you suddenly?' I will like to clarify this even...,
Actually whenever I see ur posts, photos or rather whenever u come across my mind, I'm reminded that I'm a DUMBO... Cant take it anymore, so u r requested to block me
or else I shall block you, but after your reply...
You are 'requested' to reply back, what you thought about me (if ever you did that) I'm no more a Kid..., so wont have any cracks in my heart, so u can say whatevr u feel like... And Please block ME"
to which she replied
"no cmnts... :) " and then she blocked me...
huh... This is what makes me feel, she is emotionless.. Or maybe its a regular pheomena with her....
But her thoughts are spread throghout my heart, but I feel this is what exactly I needed... I'm sure, within a day or two her thoughts will die and shall be burried forever...
If she ever reads this, I would like to tell her,
'Please keep Smiling... There are many others(including me) who smile by seeing that Smile....'
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Dear WBs even if u have identified me, pls dont comment my Name...
Thanks
