Today I feel, yes I feel it
Something what they call loneliness, misery and despair
It feels like bleeding from within, and I know it's definitely fair
Throbbing and sobbing every single moment
I am lonesome here, away from the life and in dent
Today the night is starless, and missing somewhere is the moon
It's hiding from me and my tears and giving today no boon
The sea is running away from me, from it's shore
And I am crying today from my heart’s deepest core
It is going to rain this night and also in my sighs
The sky is going to cry, burning my desires for which I try
The sun is never going to rise tomorrow
Cause in my life is left only darkness and sorrow
This night makes me regret the things I didn’t mean to do
Now when I want to get back there is nothing left for me, it's all been apart
Drowned in distress, everything is silent around me
And in the all alone night I am the only one on my knee
Even the wind is rushing home, back where it gets love
All this time only I was naïve not knowing where was my cove
Though it's silence prevailing, but my ears hear you calling me
Though it's darkness encircling, but my eyes see the time where we both used to be
Today I have no place to hide, not even my inside
Nor even I have your embrace, neither can I bide
The clouds wrap the sky after the burning day
But on no account even I can say I miss you, cause there is indeed no hope’s ray
I’ll always be there, under the sky on my knee
Cause it's true that we will never together ever be
My eyes will shut when I would hit reality
My hands would lie numb in search of you to clench me and pity
Even if I die I will still remain there
And will keep regretting for the things I never did care
I will feel something in every stage
And will always remain in sorrow’s cage
In even all my life I cannot pay your love’s Cain
And my heart will have to forever live in the smoke of pain……………………….
