Pain

I sometimes feel like my heart can't take anymore pain, and then, when I feel like I'm dying......here comes some more hurting and confusion. Confusion about people and if they are really who they say they are and if they really feel the way they feel. I can't take this crap anymore!!! All I ask for is for people to be honest with me no matter what it may be. I don't care what it is! 9 times outta 10 I won't even be upset, if I hear the truth. Honesty gains my respect, lie to me and you'll always be a liar!! I don't know, maybe its just me. So, as I sit here brokenhearted and lonely for "no reason", I can't help but wonder what the reason is that I feel like this.....