Out of the Blue

Those unheard words I heed attention to,
mingled deep into the world somewhere, out of the blue,
thoughts arise, as I wake up and rise
amidst the darkness to show up myself
as the only light brightening up the black,
being the source, the need for all to dwell-
How I wish I could see myself that way...
In the mirror I find the depth
of what life looks like, after they left..

And though so empty from the inside,
I find a zeal for sadness to hide
behind the smiling lips parting,
I come out,
Out to speak, to live, to sing...