Once on a narrow road
Smoking under street lights
Walking down,
Kicking glass bottles, empty as my soul
That's how I bumped into you,
That night...i found you.
My curious fingers could no longer deny
For I had in my hands,
The box of Pandora.
You were more beautiful,
Than the nicotine in my lungs
That I fell in love instantly,
Poisoning me with happiness,
As you played on my nerves,
To my imaginary beat.
I lay amusing my own heart felt self destruction.
The oxygen in my bloodstream didn't matter,
When you made my existence,
Craving you,in your absence.
I cherished the world you showed me
Slowly sabotaging me in reality.
So dear mother,
If you find my composites burning,
Wipe away your tears.
Your prayers wont open heavens gates for me,
Who needs heaven,when you have lived this good ?
It wasn't your fault, I was just curious.
Once on a narrow street,
I fell in love with beautiful death,
A sparkling white clad lady named CRYSTAL METH.