Nothing at all..

Neither my father's ideal son,
Nor my mother's beloved moon,
I am just a failure,
Born to bring misery to my loved ones.

Neither my sister's proud brother
Nor my girlfriend's worthy lover,
Only a letdown for them all,
like a shameless feather,
Today I finally fall.

Neither my teacher's favorite student,
Nor my country's valiant soldier,
I am a mere "nothing".
& nothing at all.

Neither my friend's true comrade,
Nor my neighbor's helping hand,
Knowingly, unknowingly,
I have let you down all,
Its all my fault.

Neither true to myself,
Nor to the world,
Breaking my own promises,
Not a man of my words.

With pain in eyes,
Disgust in my heart,
Today I must confess,
For I am,
just a mere "nothing"
& nothing at all.