We get hurt when we are let down by those whom we have given value. I am happy for those who keep this thinking or who feel this really. It's good for them for they have very less chances of getting hurt, and even if they get hurt, the same can make them feel good too!
Seems, everybody feels this way that is why they don't understand me. cz this is not the case with me.
I am just so strange!
Sometimes I find myself being good for nothing!
Sometimes I find myself taking pain for the strangers!
Sometimes I find myself feeling weird for ignoring the unknown!
Sometimes I find myself guilty beating down the jealous in tests!
Sometimes I find myself smiling back to everyone just for not let them feel that I am in pride for something!
Sometimes I just give time to those who don't deserve it because I want peace for myself!
Sometimes I am kind to those whom I detest because fighting is just not my way!
And majority of times I find myself hating the moments when I have been good to the ruthless! All for no reason!
I don't regret smiling back for no reason! But it hurts when people take my nature as my weakness!
I get hurt cz I give value to them? NO! It is because it kills something in me_I wonder where all the humanity goes!
Humanity has nothing to do with giving values.
I believe it as a right of every human! But what hurts me is that when people make me believe not every human is humane!!!
I feel real idiot when I cannot help this thing in me!
I may bear this getting hurt thing but I cannot bear ignoring, rudeness and an inhumane behaviour from my side!
I have just alleviated the new interactions! I have curtailed the frequency of being in-touch with everyone! I have adopted an isolation which allows me to respond when it is necessary, rather than "every" question or conversation!
This is too being idiot of me, but unless it will keep me safe from being rude and mean!
It does not mean I have become and angry and lonely bird! But I have learned that a bird flies even higher when it is alone. It is not distracted from its trail to the destiny!
Yes, I am strange and I am complicated! but it is me and I am not ashamed of being me!
