It has been said that think hard before you make yourself move out from some ones mind and prayers,because when any one else filled this gap you have to feel unbearable pain. He was in I.C.U, unconcious for last 11 hours.Doctors said he had facture in his back of his brain and he losted so many blood.But they were trying to do their best.But there was nothing,nothing in the world that could contented her now.For the last 11 hours he did not open his eyes and she did not close her's.she was trailing continuously in the corridor and fighting hard with her tears.It was 16 december again.5 years ago on the same date she was in the same condition broken,nearly crying,and had ache in every nerve.It is the day when she and Haraan (the yuong man laying in I.C.U)had a break up.Not it was not a breakup,cause breakups happen suddenly and irrationally,But he,....he wanted to leave her,wanted to move away.Why?Caused he wanted success,unbounded freedom,wealth and fame.No matter what cost he had to pay for all that,he was ready.So he paid,paid the cost of his family house,his mother jewelry and his girlfriend or love.So at all end he went to America,to study business.He was always like that competetive,fearless,bold and straight farward.These were his qualities which brought them close.But she never imagined that all these also became the cause to take him away from her.Head student of the college,superb player of foot ball, but being so much good at every thing he was dump in relationships and in understanding emotions.She still had the echoes of his last words in her ears. 'Elina,this is not your fault at all,nothing about you.I just can't give any promise.May be I never return.So move on in your life.forget me, I promise i will become like I never existed.' At that time he himself did not know,if he could move on in his life with out her. It was 5'o clock in the morning she got the call from hospital. "Ma'am,I'm from Mid City Hospital.there we have a young man seriously injured .name....Haraan.We are informing you because the last dialed number on his mobile is yours".suddenly her mind got on fire,her nerves ached.Listening his name like someone put a punch in her chest."What is the full name of that man?Haraan...Haraan Ali'she asked. "Ahan,yes ma'am Haraan Ali" voice came from the other side and she losted all her broken pieces, she collected in last 5 years.Rushing to hospital in car.Tears were coming out of her eyes,images crossed passed her mind.She was trying hard to recollect herself.But when you try to collect the pieces of broken mirror,it just caused bleeding fingers and pain. "Ma'am,excuses me'some one called her,a nurse."there are some stuff of your patient".And she handed her a book.walet handerchief and a mobile.She was between black sea now.He wanted her to moved on in life.he moved away.it became more hard now to hide tears.But then she recalled the reason why she was here?the last dialed number on his mobile was her's!she had been informed about that.She opened the cell go to 'dialled numbers' option and here her number being dialed even more than 20 times in the night.before accedient.Tears won after all, now they were rolling down her cheeks.She did not know, what to say or what to feel?she was just dazed.And then with out any intention her fingers moved towards the 'messages' option.And there was a message in 'write message' option,which never been sent "HI,dear Elina I don't know what to say!I always asked different things from you in life and you always did as i wanted.you never complained,never argued.so i got usuall to order you.Made you move like my style.but belive me I'm not worthy for that.I never in my life exactly knew what i want for my self,and you let me decide things for you.When i moved to USA.I asked you to move own in life,with out thinking is that I'm capable to do it my self or not.you like, always do things which you think made me happy.But believe me I'm not happy.In the last five years I wrote that msg thousands of times but never get the courage to sent it.Always thinking that if you actually moved on.if there was no place left in your life for me.how can I endure that there is another person in your life now.I asked you to move on,but believe me I'm still on the same station,being strucked.Now i don't want to ask anything from you.even don't want you to come back.Cause i don't want to hurt you again.I just want to tell you that I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU,I'M AND I WILL BE. please for give me if you can?".she was sitting on chair and felt like she never get the courage to move.'He is consious now,quiet well ,you can meet' A doctor said to her coming out of I.C.U.It was truth she did not want to moved back.Cause she never moved on,she was still on same station being strucked.she got up and moved inside.he was laying in his bed,covered with needles,sorrounded by machines.he had his eyes closed.she touched he face and he opened his eyes.they were not bright now.but deep still so deep.she know her eyes fill with tears.she wanted to stop that,but can't.he was trying to say some thing but she interrupted "I'm not always on your beaks and call. neither I am moving back,nor leaving".and he closed his eyes, now they were wet.
