Its 3 in the morning and they are entangled in each other....... tuna..... my love..... my breath. How briskly we got intimate ... but no regrets on what we did. The moment we lost each other into a physical closeness.....n the moment we started making love... was the moment we've always waited for. The first night that i would treat you like a women.... And now we are in each other's arms. Flavouring this room with our love. Not even a tiny sheet of cloth is between us. And we respect this intimacy. And she is slowly curling my hair with her small fingers. As if she is in love with every bit of mine. And i am just looking at her... and all i know is that she is the most beautiful thing i have seen in my entire life. And then she smiled and told me that her lips want them to be kissed by mine. And my hands moving swiftly through her belly.... through her thighs.... through her back.... giving her a sensation she always wanted to feel. Even the morning delayed itself to see the union of these two bodies...... these two souls. Making love to each other in the most pristine form. And then she told him that how they fell in love with each other and how that love transformed into the most purest relationship. More than lovers... more than friends... more than companions.... one soul.... one flesh.... one identity. And then she said those words all over again.... ' Ye tuna sirf apki h . I have lost my induviduality in you. Without you i will be a dead leaf lying on a road. ' and by the end of her words he kissed her ardently and then without saying a word she understood everything. And then she told him that my world starts with you and ends at yours. And how they both had spent golden moments over phone.... talking each other their hearts out.and how her eyes denied to blink the first time they met at that park. All she wanted was to hug him..... adore him... love him. And millions of things he used to do to make her feel like she was his princess.... and the most important asset he had over his entire life. And he was just still. Absorbing every word of her. Because he knew that this is the first and last night they spent together and they won't be able to cherish it for very long. But all he wanted to do was to tell her that he has got very few moments left in his life. And he won't be able to love her ... hold her for much long because he has to leave forever..... very soon. And then he spoke , hiding away the fact from her. Beacause he knew that it would break her forever. Holding his tears only this much could he spoke.
"Tuna... my princess...... you remember that park.... we should have stayed there. How much adorable you eyes are and your small nose is. I would split myself if i could see them forever. There is only one thing I've done my entire life.......... loving you from the graves of my soul. And i am fortunate enough that you chose me....... but otherwise it would have been a privilege to have my heart broken by you." And then she bursted in tears and he calmed her typhoon that her heart was gonna emanate further. And then gazing in her eyes he slipped into sleep. She then embraced his words and tenderly wrapped them in her heart. The dawn broke steadily bringing his conscience to an end. He then woke up and realised that she had left now. instead of her there were these broken creaches of bedsheet and stains of the rains that accompanied the storms in their eyes. She had told him before that night that she would depart for her college now. And he then convinced himself that she is gone now.
Days passed briskly and he could not keep up pace with his life. And eventually lost his battle. Two days after his death she came to know that he is no more with her. But she also knew that it would take a lifetime to convince her that he is no more with her. And to everyone's surprise she didnt cry. When asked ... she told that when for the first time he looked at me my eyes went away with him. Now how will i cry. And we promised each other a lifetime of companionship but what if he is not by my side. I would live..... and preserve our love. He gave me his heart and i will preserve that as well. And i know there is a feild out there..... where he will meet me..
Then times floated and it all went just a matter of time. Then one day an anonymous old lady handed her a letter.... wrinkled... crushed paper... old stationary. And addressed the author as Snow. And said that he always wanted you to read it. And she left then. She anxiously opened the letter. And started reading..................
"Dear mom........
I know its hightime that i am writing to you but then i dont know anything else. Aap jaante ho ye kiske baare me hai to lets not waste time on that. Also its impossible that i wont burst into tears cuz you know tuna.... meri jaan h vo to. Ummm i just want you to tell her that how much i love her..... write her a letter from me...... please!!!! And i promise k main raat ko ice cream churakar khana band kar dunga..... heeeeeeee.......
Just tell her that she is beautiful..... main use aapki bahu zaroor bnata but kyuki ab main marne vaala hu to i guess its not possible. Hehe.
Tell her that extent to which i love her.
Hmari love story koi romeo juliet ki tarah zyada extraordinary nai thi so the whole world remembers it. And i know k ye hmare saath khtm bhi ho jaayegi. But tell her k i am thankful to her. Thankful for the infinite happiness she gave me within limited days. I am not exaggerating but mujhe shayd isse zyada khush..... mera isse zyada dhyaan koi nai rakh skta tha...... Well if had one wish na mom... to main uske liye apni life se ek din kam maangta..... taaki she doesn't have to see me die and vanish to nothing. I want to be with her forever mom...... but then this world is not a wish granting factory.
Use to aakhri tk ni pta k i lied to her..... that we will be together forever.... when i knew that I've got very few days. Chalo anyways baaki to you know everything..... and give this letter after few years..... and you'll see that she would still love me the same. Like 8th.... like 11th..... like park..... well thats it i guess... and dun worry it will be fine.... tata!!!"
