I NEVER REALIZED WHEN I ACTUALLY FELL FOR HER. I KNEW SHE HAD A BOYFRIEND BUT SOMEHOW THAT DIDN'T STOP ME OR MY HEART. I WENT CRAZY AND I MEAN IT. EVERY SECOND WITH HER WAS SO BEAUTIFUL. JUST GAZING AT HER BEAUTIFUL EYES WAS ENOUGH FOR ME. I BECAME SO PROTECTIVE OF HER. A SMALL CUT ON HER FINGER AND I HAD TEARS. I KNOW IT MAY SOUND SILLY,STUPID,FILMY OR WHATEVER BUT EVEN I HAVE NO ANSWER . THE DAY I PROPOSED TO HER WAS PROBABLY THE MOST SATISFYING DAY OF MY LIFE. I KNEW SHE CANT BE MINE BUT I HAD TO PROPOSE. I WAS LIVING IN A BOLLY SONG THAT WEEK AND THEN THE DAY CAME WHEN SHE HAD TO LEAVE. SHE LEFT. I WAS LEFT. NOW I UNDERSTOOD THAT KNOWING THE MEANING OF SOMETHING AND ACTUALLY FEELING IT ARE DIFFERENT.....LONELY.......
