God maybe a creative genius… His masterpiece perhaps is a mosaic of chaotic elements; coming together to achieve the perfect balance.
Each of us is a part of it, I am sure. Perfect balanced paintings in his gallery we all are… He takes pride in each of us. And he should, because he has made all of us so beautiful yet unique.
But if he loves us so very dearly, why would we suffer so much? Why do all of us have to search for the tiniest of happiness everyday amidst a thousand broken dreams and one truly shattered heart??
I need to know, because the hard living gets even harder if there is a sense of being abandoned. I do not want to be alone...and so I seek a justification on God’s behalf…so I can find it in my broken heart, to forgive him…
Maybe, he lives in a different time frame?? That surely must be it… he is a lot bigger than us… he has to be, if he created us all right??
Say, our life is a motion picture from the good old golden days where about 14-24 frames per second run on the roll… Perhaps, what he sees is the movie...where everything eventually falls into place while we live entire phases of our lives in each of those tiny frames which go unnoticed by him; where we suffer and wage wars and die a million tiny times over…
All he knows, maybe all he sees is that our lives, each of them tells a story; a significant story with a purpose and lots of love…
Maybe we are not un-loved, unwanted and uncared for… maybe he does love us all…
Maybe he sees us in the bigger pictures in the decorated frames, while we live in the million colors that make it …. The significant smaller pictures, which matter most to teeny tiny us go unnoticed...but we really cannot blame him for that can we???
Atleast i try to find reasons not to.. but maybe i do...
