A thing of life has become a thing I know not how to except.
For you see it has become the biggest part of my heart.
At times it consumes all that I am,
at times it becomes the greatest joy I have ever known,
but to often it becomes too much for me to bear.
I want to share the life of one that I should not have, she loves me,
as she has said and has some of the feelings as I have.
Which makes my heart glad. But the things that separate our
hearts as becoming one seem to great to overcome.
This what I speak of has plagued people as far back as time began,
but know now it even affects me. I never thought it, before my heart
would love this strong.
As sad as it seems it is still a good thing. When something in life brings
joy as it has, I know deep inside my joy will surpass all sorrow I have felt.
Our lives living as friends will keep me going until my end. As some have
said true friendship is worth more than all the riches of gold, this I believe
with all that I am.
