There's going to be weak days where
I lay there and cry at the mistake I
made. I will regret losing you, go
through your pictures that I still have
saved and punish myself for ruining
everything we had. I will try to avoid
texting you, either by deleting your
number or thinking of how utterly
blunt you are when you reply.
There will also be days where I feel
strong. I feel as if I can move on, I
don’t need to talk to you and even
thinking of you just reminds me of
how much you are holding me back.
The days where I feel like I’m done
with you and I don’t care anymore.
But I do. And even though I know I
am not completely moved on, I do
know that I am getting stronger
everyday and soon I will be happy
again.
I can’t wait to find someone who
made me feel the way you made me
feel, you were truly amazing. I don’t
want to forget you. I won’t let that
happen, you will always be in my
heart. Now I have started to see that
I can move on, will move on, and
that’s good.
::::: PK <3 MâĎĎÝ :::::
