Sorry for the length, jinka dil toota hai
life me kabhi wo padhe
You loved. You loved but you left. You
left all of a sudden,no reasons given,
no explanations made ,nothing . You
left me to die. Yes, living without u
was no less than dying, dying
everyday, dying every minute n dying
every second.
That corner of my terrace where I
used to sit for hours n cry like insane
knows my pain.
The pillow that has been soaking my
tears since the day u left knows my
pain.
The shower in my bathroom that daily
added water to my already wet cheeks
knows my pain.
That bench near ur house where I used
to sit everyday with face down n eyes
full of tears knows my pain.
I was left with nothing but memories,
hundreds of memories, memories of
the time where we used to chat for
hours n still won't get bore, where
even a minute long call from u was
enough to keep me smiling the whole
day, where I could feel your love for
me in every word u used to speak to
me.
Memories are always beautiful
but, your memories further added
to my pain. I so wished I could delete
the part of my life where I met u n fell
so hard for u that I still ain't over u. I
couldn't die n couldn't live either.
Everyday I used to wake up with a
question that why ? Why did u do that
to me ? Why my love wasn't enough
for u ? Where on earth did I lack that
u left, u left me to die, that u never
even once felt like calling or texting or
even explaining that why u left. You
never even once made an effort to
know that I'm even alive or not.
I've been hurt, I've faced a lot still I
won't say that love is only found in
books and movies or love doesn't at
all exist.You know why, because I've
loved ,I've been in love, I've
experienced love.Love indeed is
beautiful n if the person couldn't
understand your love for them it was
their loss, a huge loss, sooner or later
they'll realize it.
Time heals it all. So what if they didn't
love u, there are a lot of other people
who do, live for them n live for
yourself.
::::: MâĎĎÝ :::::
