Melting

I feel like something is melting inside me
and I know that it's winter
and the streets that had no name
all of sudden become everyday encounters
and the blue aura is nothing more
than - and
the colour of sky in dawn
when your eyes open
the memory is half burnt
half distorted
omnipresent
something is melting inside me
no words to explain
just happens
and I am back where
he used to be...