I hate me for all of the things that I do,
For all the things I have done.
I hate me because I was so naive
And I just called it "having fun."

I hate me for every word I said
When I thought we were in love.
I hate me because ,for a second, I thought
That you were sent from above.

I hate me because I just stopped caring.
Nothing is important any more.
I hate me because I've let friends slip away.
Down the drain our relationships poured.

I hate me because I'm just so fucking dumb.
I can't believe the things I've believed.
I hate me for all of the lies that I've told
Giving you false hopes so you'd be relieved.

I hate me most of all because
I thought you hated me first.
I hate me because I needed you.
For your attention I would thirst.

I hate me for all the wrong reasons.
There are plenty of worse things to hate.
I hate me because I get like this.
In this emotional state.

I hate me because I hate me.
I mean, how can I hate myself?
I hate me because all of this time
I think I've been somebody else.


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