Waking up in the morning, knowing your cell is not going to beep with a ‘GUD MORNING’ message further added up with some exquisite words, cause you know there is no one in the region who loves you so much to wake you up at the crack of dawn with these brand of message’s.
The best thing one can do at this time is go out in the loggia to inhale some fresh air. Offer his hands and embrace the gentle wind, do some morning romance with the gust of cool breeze and get pleasure from the chirping of the birds, as you know you don’t have the fate of relishing the seductive morning tone of voice of your girl, whom you love the most.
That’s precisely what Mayank was doing at that first light of the day.
Mayank- A guy who is best in the game of sulking, a guy who most of the time sits down in the dumps.
Its not his slip, which made him to be in a huff, but the people around him and most of the girls he came across in his life are accountable for his glumness.
But a good number of people(mostly girls) around him reflect that he is different, and what made him poorly assorted from others was his looks or more of it was his face. His cute face quite prettily covered by scores of hives and pimples. “It never matters to the people of same sex when it counts on there friendship, but it really do add up in the list when it is about to express your feelings to a lass whom you love the most. A girl whom you know is out of your league. A girl who can be miss universe if given a break.” At least that’s what Mayank thought of and most of the time it was the grounds which made Mayank taken aback and made up his mind that he can’t ever get Naina. Some 3-4 girls who traversed his paths in his life, with whom he wanted to spend rest of his existence made him think like this about himself and made him this tough by heart, and made him underrate his own self.
He always wanted to be a part of the groups in his school, wanted to be a small part of their small reasons for a big smile on the fellow students faces, wanted to be a part of there sharing Tiffin’s and there round table conference’s. But some how he was not that fluky to be blessed with all these feelings of bliss.
He has been loved through out his life by his family, pal’s and acquaintances and he loved them back too. But what was missing in his life was that love which he expected from Naina, actually more of it was he expected love, BACK from Naina, not in the gargantuan amount he offered, showed and showered upon her, but at least a speck which can satisfy his miniature heart sunk unfathomable in the ocean of Naina’s love.
Yes! You got it right, Mayank is deeply, madly and badly in love with Naina. But their story is bit different. Actually they don’t have any story everything is just crystal clear in front of them.
she knows that he love her, he knows that he love her but her standpoint towards relationship just defines her that its no less than a top-security prison, her perspective towards relationship doesn’t allow her to be in one.
She wants to live her life like a free bird. she thinks one will only be obligated, compelled and constrained if comes in a relationship. She have a high regard for his love for her, but at the same time his dire face come into her view. There were few requirements of her so as how her life partner would be and at every alternative something or the other word were allude to good looks.
That’s what hit Mayank the most, as he thought he isn’t among the best of the guys and he don’t even give the impression of being the best of the rest.
He always thought that, it’s the main reason why he is not been able to get a hold of Naina’s love, whom he love earnestly.
Every time he gets into a conversation with Naina he tries his guts out to make her deem, trust and convince for himself and for his love but every time, he end up howling and with a expression of grief.
Someone said truly “ tears are the purest and unadulterated form of expression.” And when these are of men’s then they are reflected as untainted.
Mayank is still trying his guts out to make Naina his own for now and forever with his true, pure and untainted love for her. He wants her to look at his wholesome and true heart & love for her behind that dire face of his. He wants to win her through his love for her.
But she don’t want to be in any kind of relationship cause of her earlier reasons and also for the kind Mayank was. May be most of it bear a resemblance to his looks and face.
My love for you is pure and untainted,
Your picture in my heart I have painted.
Without you I will be sad,
Every night blaring your name I will turn mad.
For now and forever, Be with me here,
All the love for you, I will shower.
Baby, I’m an adored vampire,
You will be the princess of my empire.
Honey, Just say yes! To me,
I will show you what you mean to me.
I’m starving for your love,
And, my love is what, only you deserve.!!
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At the starting of this story I had no idea where I’m going to end up. And now that I’m done with it ( in a good or a bad way is you guys have to settle on ). I have been left with a question revolving all over my mind and by the same token I was confused and baffled to whom should I ask for its answer. So I’m putting forward my question over here in expectation with an answer from you guys.
“does it what really happens? Whether someone’s love for you is true or not, makes your mind up by the looks he/she carries, by the face he/she has? Or by the untainted heart and a never ending care, love and affection he/she shower’s on you?“
