Love at first sight, some people don’t believe in it, I didn’t too till it happened to me.It was almost a month since my college year started and I was just shifted to a different section. I just walked into my new class and there she was, sitting amidst the students, intense look, innocent face , long braided hair, that very second I could feel my heart skip a beat . I sat down, but all I could think is when can I turn around and see her again….. I really didn’t care about the professor catching me I had to take another look, that is when our eyes met, I tried turning back so that nobody would notice it but my body just wouldn’t budge…..that is when I started believing.
I couldn’t tell my friends about my feelings, because I was scared that somebody would tell her and my chance of knowing her will vanish into thin air. I wasn’t an easy going guy at the start of my college, I was tightly wound, had a little group of friends, and I would bunk classes 3 times a week.
It was in my second year of college that I started changing and my friends grew in number and I built up my courage to talk to her. Another year passed I confided in my feelings to some of my friends, everyone had the same answer,” Forget her bro , she is not going to fall for anyone”. That was not going to stop me so I eventually got her number and started chatting with her and after a few days I just couldn’t keep it in me any longer.
It was on feb 14th 2013 ….. the semi match between Man U and Real Madrid was on , but all I could think of was her ,so I proposed and got rejected. That was the most painful night of my life, I had never felt anything like that , It felt like someone was twisting my intestines and pulling them .
It has almost been a year since I proposed and I still have the same feelings for her , even after the lectures from my friends, I am not going to give up on my first love. So what if she reads all my messages and chooses not to reply , so what if she avoids me in college, I made a promise to myself that I am never going to give up. If you care enough to cry every night the whole week when she rejected you I don’t see how I can have any future without that very girl. Maybe at the end I may loose her but I will not regret every moment and every piece of energy I spent trying to impress her………
