It is an unbearable pain,an intense feeling of sacrificing,hating myself,to die to live....to search for myself,my destroyed damaged soul.To find the saviour attitude and hurting myself again by the rude avoidance...To run away,but ending up with the stagnant situation.A statue of mine,my life,in the overcrowded,rushed world of paired souls...The unsolvable question-"kaise bataye kyun tujhko chaye?".....
No faith,no hope,all philosophies telling about true love is just to sell out bunches of printed papers,containing bluffs about life...To live as it is illegal to die but to be dead at heart,to bleed profusely but masking myself with a fake appearance of happiness.To cry every second but to show off a happy soul like Facebook smileys....