The time begins to clock slow,
the skies darken and crush down the optimism;
flying with thoughts that were victimized,
this was never meant to happen,
I beg the pardon of my soul for treating it so bad;
All i just wish to look at the reality and wonder,
i loose the impedance on the imagination, unhallowed shouts, screams on addendum,
Break open this wall of thoughts and take me out of this captivity.
The space mortgaged and my voice withheld,
probably nothing's left for me to believe
I fail to stand, feel weak to blunder out intentionally;
The betrayal had i to witness,
the faith i had to loose, the sorcery i had to adhere
crawling to the only light of hope, the reality
all i want to do is spread my arms to freedom.
Wasn't that the only life i had been crying for throughout my life?
the belief of me winning, but where did that fire land me into?
the shadows, the creepy shadows which shall never be remorseful,
never more shall i desire for anything,
all i want to do is move back to reality,
fed up with this masquerade of hypnosis,
all i want to do is at least die in reality.
Let all the moments flow away,
or the sun din down, no care for any more brighter things;
all i want to do is live in reality and not off it,
all i want to do is at least die in reality.
