Lets get this started.......my absence from writerbabu was marked by the entry of wattpad, whatsapp, facebook, twitter, we heart it and one direction addiction..obsession or whatever you would like to call it.....days and weeks were just passing by....I had totally given up writing..like everyday I would think '"Today I m gonna write!" "I should get on with writing" "Tomorrow, definitely for sure I will start writing again"......but....nothing really worked out.
Finally came Jan...my birthday month..which kept me super busy with my college work..presentations and projects and what not....Everyday I used to turn up home..sleep like a pig..eat like a cow....and work on projects like a donkey..and then back to pig-sleeping....I grew addicted to Wattpad nonsense novels....where love stories would always spring up between the same cliche kind of characters with hot-handsome-hero and clumsy-damsel aka stupid heroine....I started eating junk food like anything.....one day-ice cream...another day-chocolates....and then-pastry.....and then still another-ice candies.....I became addicted to One Direction songs...whom I used to call Gay Direction six months ago...seriously....I became careless..by the way I am still...hehe...but I became careless towards studies.....my choice started changing.....my playlist started to line up with English songs more than Hindi..which is a bit unlike me....I left novels like Percy Jackson..and started reading novels like 'His Hired Girlfriend'...I mean seriously??....
I started thinking that since I just turned 16....maybe my hormones were playing with my mood..because in matter of months...I have turned into...a love-sick-broken-heart type of girl....well you can see the symptoms..eating too much....sleeping too much....listening to love songs too much....reading romantic stories too much.....and also saying 'Aww' too much....and also I was having this sudden urge to drop my tom boyish dressing style and dressing up in kurtis and flip flops..I forgot to add that.....
So now I think I got to pull up my socks, shake my myself a bit....or whatever they say.....to get back to being yourself.....so now I'm gonna give One Direction boys' voices a rest and switch back to my Imagine Dragons, Coldplay, Linkin Park and all those male-bands.....I will be heading back to my wardrobe filled with Pantaloons and Lifestyle's Mens Wear and will be walking again in my sneakers and sports shoes....and one thing I will be returning to is......WRITING.......I realize I had been saving up my words...burying them.....and the real me was just like writing fading away...
.......I think that is why I was changing......my love- writing...was not there..that is why I was so depressed...not that all my changes were bad...but some were not me.....but some stayed with me like One Direction Obsession now has become another important part of my free time.......hahaha.....So this write-up is like me RELOADING!!!
