Dear Best friend,
It's been almost an year since we met after a long 12 years gap. The day time when we had started our conversation, I remember, we talked for so long time. And that day will still be the one in my favorite day's list. Frankly saying, that day I didn't think that our friendship would come this far and we would become besties whose trust upon each other never broke. Yeah, there were some hard times and I made many mistakes. But you always forgave me. I cannot thank you enough for that. But it seems, the recent fight has left a small hole in our friendship. And maybe, I am the reason again. I just got too angry at you. I shouted at you. Saying sorry won't be enough. I know this has hurt you but you are not willing to talk much about it to me. But, I would like to say a thing which I said yesterday
You mean a lot to me and please don't let any fight affect this friendship in any way. Since we became close friends, not even a single day has gone without talking to you. Past two days have been so torturous for me. I know you have your exams but that had never kept us apart till now. I beg you to become that old friend which you were before our fight. The friend who cared for me knowing that I am just a kid in an adult body. That friend who called me by different weird names on which I showed my anger upon but always loved those names from deep inside my heart. That old friend, in whose life my presence or absence meant something. Your presence still matters in my life, my friend.
Not so long time back, I had lost a good friend due to some reasons, but after that you jumped back into my life and I never had been so happy. I just don't wanna lose you. I want you to scold me, kick me or whatever you want to do. But please talk to me like your older self.
Taking this idea from a book, but, you are the world's best compound of Beryllium, Stibium, Francium, Iodine. Without you it's the END .
Lastly, I just would like to say, Tere bina bilkul maza nahi aata hai yaar. I promise ki I will never ever get angry on you. I even promise to change your contact name to your original name but please become that old friend. Tujhe manane ke liye kuch bhi karunga.
And, sorry for the para :/
